It hurts me so much to know that we’re done and there’s nothing I can do about it but take the initiative and make the decision myself.
It hurts me much more that there’s no possible way that we can end this in good terms because ill always become angry at how much you don’t care about us ending.
And mostly, it hurts me so much that every time I take the jump and tell you were done I can’t bring myself to keep that word because I know that never in a million years would you realize that YOU’RE the one that’s wrong and disrespectful and that I am doing this because I need to start having some self respect.
I’m not even upset or angry. I’m not even hurt by you because nothing bad has happened.
I’m hurt that it’s been 2 years that are going straight to waste because you can’t realize that our relationship is worth more than what you give it credit for.
Here’s a little secret: my life is about to change for the better!
And “bitch” is attacking women for their right to call you out on it (via lillianyvalentin)
So I feel like everything is okay and things have gotten better. I can concentrate at work and I don’t feel like I can’t breathe. But why am I still sad and why does my gut say that although we are together we really shouldn’t be at all? Why do I feel like you’re only in this to avoid the trouble that I’ve caused?
I need to have more faith in God and the fact that he knows what he’s doing.
My heart is still breaking.
What was torn apart has been pieced by together by pitty, I’d say. But I still feel that something’s missing. I lost something within the past two days that I will never be able to find again. Something’s missing…
New Photos from my Witch Cosplay Aniba (Spirited Away)
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